Saturday, June 13, 2009

-_-'

i've spend a billion hours during this life, and it has reached 17 years. there's a pride in myself that i can through it all. however, all of these weren't as perfect as i think about when i was younger. too many stories that never even be thought. i was sooo grateful for what has been given by my Lord.

but there is one question that still disrupt my brain..


why remorse always come at the end?

none-thing-to-do

have you regret something that you've done?
certainly have. now, i'm fall on it. sucks. when we know that we're regreting what we already do, it make us feel unhappy, we can't forgive ourselves. but what can we do? trying to forgive ourselves and try to re-arrange everything?

all statements that say,
"i want my life meaningful.
i wanna do all that i mean. i want my life story as sweet as a fairytale. perfect, flawless. "
all that was nonsense.
i know that we can't be as perfect as the words said above.
you agree not you?
sometimes i was thinking so hard,
why being god creatures can't make us perfect?
why we can't repeat a time or return to the past as doraemon do with the time machine?
why all this feels so sucks?

well,
we only seem to waste our bored time to discuss all this tosh. let's rise up and re-arrange our lives as possible :)
we all know that this is not as easy as i say. but why don't we try it?
there's nonething to lose, hey! live our life and enjoy it. appreciate everysingle moment. try not to do wrong for the second time. love what you have, respect them.
says some 'magic words' to yourselves,
just like, belief in yourself.
you can be a better human than previous.
realize that life is very valuable.

i may not be a teacher
but i want you to do the same, especially if you have a same problem like me hehe.. make ourselves aware of the importance of the role of feelings and thoughts of a life. don't care about the things that may makes you fall.
makes you regret, even your o-w-n m-i-n-d-s
(sighs)

JUST
BE STRONG
AND
KEEP
GOING.